| Wow. I haven't wrote on here in ages. A lot has changed since the last time I wrote on here. For starters i met the most amazing guy ever. I plan on marrying this one someday he's taking me to new york city in two days! I'm moving to elk city to live with him. I got a job there. I'm back in school. I'm doing good for myself. Zachariah is the most amazing guy ever. I've never felt the way I do when i'm around him. It's been only two months and let me tell you I haven't stopped smiling since I met him
: ) we are moving in together I've never ever done that I am scared and nervous to death but I know he'll take care of me and I know I'll spend the rest of my life with this boy!
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| Here are some things that happened in the year of 2009.
<>Dominics one year anniversary
<> Met Carl & the gang.
<> Cody & I became best friends.
<> Cody & I started dating.
<> Cody left for Iraq.
<>Me & jessica stopped talking for a while
<> We're best friends again
<> Tara & Adam started dating( & still are) =]
<> I fell out of love with Kelyn. finally
<> Cody & I broke up :(
<> Kelyn wanted me back( I said no)
<> Me & an old friend from middle school got back in touch
<> My brother & lori got back toghther
<> I went paintballing for my first time : )
<> I went to the shooting range for my first time!
<> Me and megan & ronnie had a paint fight.
<>It snowed on christmas for the first time since I moved to oklahoma.
<>realized i'm falling in love with my best friend, whose in iraq.
<> grew a stronger bond with nikole
<> realized that i couldn't make it through life without nikole or tara by my side.
<> jessica moved to tulsa : (
<> sara & i started drifting apart and still are.
<> My hamster died
<> my cousin michelle finally found someone who truly loves her <3
<>my parents have been together 19 years
<> My brother & I decided to legally change our last name to johnson!
<> I drifted away from som friends but it's for the better
<> I realized that i had some truly great friends here for me & didn't even realize it.
<> Most importantly I realized who I am & what I deserve. I realized what I want out of life & that I'm going to get that because i deserve it & my parents deserve to see me get it!! I realized that partying & having a lot of friends doesn't mean shit in college. It's your true friends and the laughter they bring you that matters!
So with all that said Welcome 2010 hit me with your best shot!
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| No matter the # of mistakes or how bad I'll always be there. I have been best friends with the same two girls for 6 years, I honestly could not tell you what would happen if I ever lost one of them. These two girls know EVERYTHING about me. They mean the world to me. My senior year though I started hanging out with this girl named Nikole we were both on the basketball team. We hung out once then after that we were inseperatable. She's also one of my best friends & my little sister. then last but not least my other bestie I've known her since highschool but i never really hung out with her or got to know her to well. that was until I came to college. I'm pretty much like the younger version of her. Just like nikole is like the younger version of me. lol. I almost lost her because of a stupid decision i decided to make. But being my best friend no matter how bad the mistake or how many she decided to stick with me & I thank god for that so very much. These girls are my best friends and always will be. I'll stick by them no matter how much we disagree no matter how much we stand toe to toe. I don't care how many mistakes they make or how bad they are. These girls are my life. they are my rock and my sanity. I love them! They are my BEST FRIENDS! |
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| Being someones best friend isn't about how much you talk to each other or how often you see each other. Being someones best friend is about always standing by that person whether they are doing right or wrong. It's about always forgiving them for their mistakes and not walking out on them when the rest of the world turns their back on them. When you are best friends with someone you will drop everything in your life for that person. You don;t think about yourself first but them. When you are best friends with someone you will remember that people make mistakes and so you learn to forgive them for whatever they do. If i know anything for sure it's that No matter what my best friends ever decided to do I would stand by them 100% even if it meant i got less out of the situation or even if it hurt me. As long as it makes them happy. Because being their best friend i wouldn't ever make them choose between me or whatever they want. So heres to the real best friends. The ones who stick by each others sides no matter what. I love my best friends and I always will. I know i make mistakes and I know i'm not perfect but thanks to you guys I know that no matter what i will always have you guys to help guide me back when i lose my wayy. |
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| My boyfriend is over in iraq right now. & it is scarier than hell to go to bed everynight not knowing wether or not I will ever talk to him again. He is the most amazing thing that has happened to me in the last year & a half. I love him so much words can't even express what he means to me. I know he loves me but honestly i'm scared to death that I will once again become second best to him when he comes back home. I'm afraid that he is not going to want something serious when he comes home. I guess i'm just so used to always never being good enough that i think it's going to be like that again. I don't ever want to lose him. He is the most romantic sweetest respectful, caring funny boyfriend I've ever had. He can make me laugh so easily & even when I don't want to. I'm having the time of my life this year & he isn't here to live it with me. I miss him most when i'm smiling and laughing & having fun. I just want him home here with me. I know that sounds selfish but I can't help it I love him. I guess what i'm trying to say is. I'd marry this boy someday. & I just don't wanna be second best anymore. |
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